Chaahat

Ek sirf tujhe hi chahta hoon main

har waqt phir bhi jane kyu

tujhse door rehna chata hoon main

ek bas tu hoota agar saath

kuch nahi chahta mein uske baad

Teri muskurahat hi bacha rahi hai mujhe ab tak

warna is doobte sooraj ki lalima ki tarah

mein bhi apne hi khoon mein lal ho chuka hota ab tak

jane kab tak yoon khud ko sambhaal payonga mein

agar galat hai yeh soochna toh

yeh galati karna chahta hoon main

Ek sirf tujhe hi chahta hoon main

Curse

You are my curse
You keep me down to earth
I can never get you
Even if I get you it wont be worth

What a beautiful curse
Only you can give me peace
You can only take it away
and make it worse

What a meaningful curse
All the wrong I did
All the hearts I broke
I always thought it was worth
But not anymore
How can it be worth

What a befitting curse
I know you are mature
I know you are all I need
I know still cant do anything

What a deadly curse
I can be near you
I can be away
I can do everything
But, how I feel for you
I cant say

You are my curse!

Teri Ibaadat

Yeh boonde hai baarish ki

Ya mein roo raha hoon

Yeh kya zulm hai waqt ka

Jo mein is kadar afsurdah ho raha hoon

Mein us paar jaana chahta hoon

Phir bhi tujhme gharq ho raha hoon

Mere Saaiyaan tu hi jaanta hai

Teri ibaadat mein kis kadar

Main khud ko khoo raha hoon

There is no escape

I want to experience all the emotions and see how it feels

I want to be humiliated

I want to be elated

I want to be mean

I want to be good

I want to be left out

I want to be involved

I want to engage

I want to be detached

I want to love

I want to be loved

I want to give

I want to take

The only thing I don’t want

Is to be Fake

Yet I am here,

Faking myself everyday

Trying to fit in to this crazy world

Yet I am here,

Trying not to feel anything

When I am aware, I am human

And there is no escape

There is no escape

There is no escape

Teri Muskurahat

Tu is kadar mere jismorooh mein samayi hai
Ki achchi lagne lagi yeh tanhai hai
Tu is tarha se mujhko hasil hai
Ki achchi lagne lagi yeh judai hai
Kahan kuch pane ki khwahish bachi hai
Ek baar joh teri mukurahat mein khudayi nazar aayi hai

Tera Khayaal

Kuch aise hain mere haalaat
Ki koi bhi nahi hai mere saath
Tu bhi nahi
Haan lekin tera khayal hi hai
Joh nahi chodta kabhi mera saath

Angel

When, I am with you

I am totally spell bound

You often catch me, staring at you

I am sorry, but

It feels like, an angel I have found

When you are speaking to me
My brain stops functioning

I am totally mesmerized with the sound

My heart misses a beat

When I see you around

I am always thinking about you

I am sorry again, but

Liking you seems so right

When I know it is wrong

You won’t believe this, but

My biggest wish is to have lunch with you

If you think I am crazy

I won’t mind

Cause liking an angel

Cannot be so wrong

Jal

Every day I am trying to understand myself

Every day, it is a new day, it is a new me

Every day, I feel I know everything

Every day, I feel I know nothing

Every day, I know what I want

Every day, I am not sure about my wants

Every day, it is a push to make a difference

Every day, there is a pull to relax and do nothing

Every day, I fall in love

Every day, I tell myself there is nothing like love

Every day, I want to be good

Every day, I want to be evil

Every day, I want to connect

Every day, I want to be aloof

Every day, I feel submerged

Every day, I feel afloat

Am I any different from water?

I am rigid like ice

Yet flexible like flowing water

I am good when I save lives

Yet evil when I take lives

I know how to make everything pure

Yet make it messy when I mix-up with mud

People say I am in danger

I say I am the danger

I can be boiling hot

Yet cool and calm most of the times

physically, mentally and emotionally

I am water

Bewajah

Kya aukat hai meri

Kitna kamzoor hoon main

Kitna majboor hoon main

Kya bisaat hai meri

Kitna jasbati hoon main

Choti si baat kitni chubh jati hai

Itni lambi zindagi

Aise kaise guzaroonga

Har baar khud se kehta aya hoon

Akele hi aya hoon

Akele hi  jaaonga

Par lagta hai ab

Tanhaa tha aur tanhaa hi reh jaaonga

Na pyaar paya na kabi pyaar de paya

Na kisi ke kareeb hi ja paya

Har cheez mein bandishey hain

Har jagah khud ko ghonta hua hi paya

Pyaar dikhao toh badle mein narazgi milti hai

Gussa karo toh sab ko kadra samajh aati hai

Pyaar mein har koi aapke khilaf hota hai

Nafrat karo toh har koi saath deta hai

Is duniya ko samajhna naamumkin hai

Ab toh lagta hai yun ki

Ye sasein har pal bas youhi bewajah ati jati rehti hai

Wish I was Free

Wish I was free

As freedom was bestowed on me

I took birth in a free country

Am I really free?

Freedom is my birth right

I think I heard it right

Wait a minute, is freedom defined right?

Why do I have to think before I write?

If I can’t write my thoughts freely

If I have to think within the standards of society

What makes you say I am free?

If I have to look around before I speak my mind

If I have to mince my words and my writings

If I have to check for acceptability

I recently visited “Christiania” a free town

It was safer than our society

Then and there I felt free

No one was telling between wrong and right

I could breathe freely

Every wall was filled with expression
Without thinking about wrong or right

Every part was buzzing with energy
I was feeling so light

When I saw the people there,

I wished I was free

Never been on drugs

Is it just me or it happens to everybody?

I wanna listen to my mind but I end up listening to my body

When I see your face I am at peace

other than that I feel pain in every part of my body

I try not to think of you

But I always fall flat on my face

I wanna listen to mind but I end up listening to my body

Your presence is like drugs injected in my body

Your absence causes withdrawal symptoms

As I feel pain in every part of my body

Your laughter is like LSD

When I don't get it all the energy fizzes off from my body

Never been on drugs but I know how it feels

I wanna listen to my mind but I end up listening to my body

Listen To My Heart

I am hopelessly in love with you

As per the society’s standards, it is not right

I may live all my life just to see your face everyday

But in your eyes, I assume it is not right

I am definitely mad coz of the way I think

My heart beats for someone even when I am made to believe it is not right

I want to question who has made this rule

But I assume questioning the social regulations is not right

I am floating in a deep sea on a freezing night

You are my only ray of hope

I get warmth by looking at you

To save my life you are the only light

Can I ever listen to my heart and still make it right?

You're a Queen

Are you for real or am I watching a dream?

Coz in my life, anything like this I have never seen

You are strong

You are soft

You are weak

Oh you know what I mean

Are you for real or am I watching a dream?

You come to my desk and tell me you heard praise about me

The twinkle in your eyes when you say all this

To me you have no idea how much it means

Oh you know what I mean

Are you for real or am I watching a dream?

When you frown at an email that you have seen

The face you make my heart goes for a swing

Oh you know what I mean

Are you for real or am I watching a dream?

The first time I interacted with you I felt within

You will be on my side; it’s a promise in your voice I had seen

Oh you know what I mean

Are you for real or am I watching a dream?

When we went for the office lunch

The innocence and smartness you were wearing

I can’t explain how seamlessly you had jelled in

Oh you know what I mean

Are you for real or am I watching a dream?

I am not sure if I would ever have a chance of reciting

Still let me tell you this

Every single word I wrote

All the time in my head your thoughts were revolving

So let’s not talk about this

But thanks for inspiring

Oh you know what I mean

Clearly, you are a Queen

Yes, you are a Queen!

Teri mohobbat

Jane kaise aur kyun

har baar khud ko majhdhaar mein pata hoon

Ya parwardigaar yeh teri mohobbat hi toh hai

joh khud ko har baar teri chokhat pe

sar jhukaye paata hoon

Bediyan

Khud hi bediyan bandh li paon main

Khud hi dard se karhata hoon

Yeh jaane kaunsi Khushi hai

Jiske liye khud ko hi gum pahonchata hoon

Jane kaunsi manzil hai jisko paane ke liye

Apni khushiyoon ka gala ghoont tha chala jata hoon

Maa

Shayad bada ho gaya hoon ab main

Ab ro ro ke bura haal hai

lekin Maa se nahi keh sakta

Jake uske pallo ko pakad ke sab ki shikayat lagana chahta hoon

Lekin shayad bada ho gaya hoon ab main

Uske kaam main uska haath batana chahta hoon

Lekin shayad bada ho gaya hoon ab main

Duniya ghoom li maine

lekin itna sa phasla na tay kar saka

ki usko gale lagake ro sakoon

shayad bada ho gaya hoon ab main

Jahan se shuru hoya tha yeh khushiyan ko dhondne ka safar

sari khushiyan wahi hai samajh chuka hoon ab main

Haan bada ho chuka hoon ab main

Teri Khubsurati

Koi insaan nahi joh khuda ke noor ko dekhkar usko bayan kar sake

Woh labs nahi bane joh teri khubsurti ko bayan kar sake

Soochta hoon mazhab hi bana loon tujhe

Tere liye toh koi bhi khud ko fanah kar sakey

Sirf achchi yadein baki hain

Jane kyu sirf achchi yadein baki hain

shayad tere saath kuch bura laga hi nahi

sari baatein pani ki tarha zubani yaad hain

shayad mein kuch bhula hi nahi kabhi

Joh ehsaas tujhse mila uske liye shukraguzar hoon

Shayad who pal na milte toh pyar ko samajhta hi nahi kabhi

Bashindey

Jahan bhi raha hoon main

Do hi Tarha ke baashindon se mila hoon main

Ek woh joh bina shakko shuba

Khuda ke nek bandey they

Aur ek woh jo usne

Mujhe zindagi ka sabak sikhane bheje they

Khanabadosh Hoon

Khanabadosh hoon main khanabadosh hi rahonga

Kaun hai jo is duniya se kuch le ke ja saka hai jo main le jaunga

Kyu banao badi badi imartein

Kyu ikhata karon itna sara saaman

Jab khaali haath aya tha

Aur khaali haath he yahan se chala jaunga 

Aaj bhi kuch jaam lagaye

Aaj bhi kuch jaam lagaye doston ke saath

Aaj bhi kuch yaadein taaza hui gairon ke saath

Phir tanhai ka ehsaas hua tere na hone se saath

Phir haar ke so gaya mein le kar yeh ehsaas

Zindagi guzarni hai yu hi bin tere saas dar saas

We come alone, we go alone

We come alone, we go alone
On the way, we make friends
On the way, we meet people
We learn, we love, we live
We constantly fight with the conscience, to be with god or to be god
We want to create something
We want to leave a mark
We want to make a difference
We touch so many lives
Still, we end up being alone

We come alone, we go alone
It's not a happy or a sad feeling
It's just that, we were born to be alone
That's how, we were born and that's how, we will die

We come alone, we go alone
When I hear people say, I am afraid of being alone
I wonder, what makes them say that?
Being alone is the truth
Then, how can someone be afraid of the truth?
Then, I feel truth is stranger than fiction
That's why; we make fictitious stories and our lives, revolve around the lie

In the end, we need to make peace with ourselves
As, we come alone, we go alone
On the way, we meet people, we make friends

Tera aks

Tu koi khwab hai ya hakikat har pal yeh sochta hoon mein

Tu mere saath ho na ho har pal tujhko hi dekhta hoon mein

Tu mujhe chahe na chahe mujhe koi malaal nahi

Kyonki 

Tera aks har pal mujhse rubaru hai yeh jaanta hoon mein

Dil ki suno

Zaroori nahi ki har rishtey ka koi naam ho

Joh ibadat mein uthe ho haath unpe kisi mazhab ka ilzaam ho

Tujhe chhana na chhana mere hathoon mein nahi

Ya maula kaash dil ke mamloon mein na koi sawaliya Nishan ho

Shukriya Khuda

Kaabu mein hoti haathon ki lakire agar

Zindagi ki kahani insaan likhta

Mein shukraguzar us khuda ka

Kyonki usse behtar mein kahan likhta