Jal

Every day I am trying to understand myself

Every day, it is a new day, it is a new me

Every day, I feel I know everything

Every day, I feel I know nothing

Every day, I know what I want

Every day, I am not sure about my wants

Every day, it is a push to make a difference

Every day, there is a pull to relax and do nothing

Every day, I fall in love

Every day, I tell myself there is nothing like love

Every day, I want to be good

Every day, I want to be evil

Every day, I want to connect

Every day, I want to be aloof

Every day, I feel submerged

Every day, I feel afloat

Am I any different from water?

I am rigid like ice

Yet flexible like flowing water

I am good when I save lives

Yet evil when I take lives

I know how to make everything pure

Yet make it messy when I mix-up with mud

People say I am in danger

I say I am the danger

I can be boiling hot

Yet cool and calm most of the times

physically, mentally and emotionally

I am water