Angel

When, I am with you

I am totally spell bound

You often catch me, staring at you

I am sorry, but

It feels like, an angel I have found

When you are speaking to me
My brain stops functioning

I am totally mesmerized with the sound

My heart misses a beat

When I see you around

I am always thinking about you

I am sorry again, but

Liking you seems so right

When I know it is wrong

You won’t believe this, but

My biggest wish is to have lunch with you

If you think I am crazy

I won’t mind

Cause liking an angel

Cannot be so wrong

Jal

Every day I am trying to understand myself

Every day, it is a new day, it is a new me

Every day, I feel I know everything

Every day, I feel I know nothing

Every day, I know what I want

Every day, I am not sure about my wants

Every day, it is a push to make a difference

Every day, there is a pull to relax and do nothing

Every day, I fall in love

Every day, I tell myself there is nothing like love

Every day, I want to be good

Every day, I want to be evil

Every day, I want to connect

Every day, I want to be aloof

Every day, I feel submerged

Every day, I feel afloat

Am I any different from water?

I am rigid like ice

Yet flexible like flowing water

I am good when I save lives

Yet evil when I take lives

I know how to make everything pure

Yet make it messy when I mix-up with mud

People say I am in danger

I say I am the danger

I can be boiling hot

Yet cool and calm most of the times

physically, mentally and emotionally

I am water

Bewajah

Kya aukat hai meri

Kitna kamzoor hoon main

Kitna majboor hoon main

Kya bisaat hai meri

Kitna jasbati hoon main

Choti si baat kitni chubh jati hai

Itni lambi zindagi

Aise kaise guzaroonga

Har baar khud se kehta aya hoon

Akele hi aya hoon

Akele hi  jaaonga

Par lagta hai ab

Tanhaa tha aur tanhaa hi reh jaaonga

Na pyaar paya na kabi pyaar de paya

Na kisi ke kareeb hi ja paya

Har cheez mein bandishey hain

Har jagah khud ko ghonta hua hi paya

Pyaar dikhao toh badle mein narazgi milti hai

Gussa karo toh sab ko kadra samajh aati hai

Pyaar mein har koi aapke khilaf hota hai

Nafrat karo toh har koi saath deta hai

Is duniya ko samajhna naamumkin hai

Ab toh lagta hai yun ki

Ye sasein har pal bas youhi bewajah ati jati rehti hai

Wish I was Free

Wish I was free

As freedom was bestowed on me

I took birth in a free country

Am I really free?

Freedom is my birth right

I think I heard it right

Wait a minute, is freedom defined right?

Why do I have to think before I write?

If I can’t write my thoughts freely

If I have to think within the standards of society

What makes you say I am free?

If I have to look around before I speak my mind

If I have to mince my words and my writings

If I have to check for acceptability

I recently visited “Christiania” a free town

It was safer than our society

Then and there I felt free

No one was telling between wrong and right

I could breathe freely

Every wall was filled with expression
Without thinking about wrong or right

Every part was buzzing with energy
I was feeling so light

When I saw the people there,

I wished I was free