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Saturday 29 April 2023

Fucking Bored Bitch

Fucking Bored Bitch Thats me, bored all the time, I have had my moments though.......... Well you might wanna say those moments were much more than just moments, moments make your life and bit by bit they make you what you are, or do they? Sounds right, yay! This is the shit we have heard all our lives and it sounds familiar, which makes it sound right. There are only a handful who question the fucking norms, lets question em fucking norms. Let me use the 5W1H(five wives and a husband) formula to decipher this shit. Who made these norms? Why did they make em? what is the impact? When do you learn to live by em? Where did this concept come from? How did they make em a part of our lives? You do what you've got to do and move on Life is such a script thats already written, there are rules laid out and you follow the rules and you get the life you dreamed for, so am I saying dreaming is bad or dreams coming true is not good..... well I dont want to justify anything, but then I have to justify things to myself, if anyone in the world isnt that right? I got off the Uni as a regular student, searched for jobs, landed a good job after trying for 3 years, then got kicked out in 2 months, well seemed like the end of the start, fucking bastards kicked me out after one test, thats it, no more tries and in my naivity I took it as my fault, but it made me very angry when people started sympathising with me as if I was not capble at all. I went for another interview and cracked it with full confidence as I got the gist of how the shit works. I had a dream to work 9 to 5 get a descent salary and get married, have a small house and live happily ever after, aint that simple as fuck, well I always thought of helping people out as well, with the spare money I might have. How do you think all this came to my head? I saw my dad working and earning money to provide for his family which led to us living a comfortable one, I felt thats the way of life and followed in his footsteps, not how he wished it exactly but close to what he wanted for me.

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